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8th-Nov-2007 05:56 pm(no subject)
white bird
apparently i am hopeless, so say goodnight.

goodnight.
18th-Sep-2007 03:01 pm - god i hope the zombies attack today
emo jesus
and you know what... somedays... i really do.
10th-Sep-2007 02:26 pm - calling all computers
white bird

ok. i need help. doesn ANYONE know ANYONE with alot of time on their hands that will make a website for me or help with photoshopping a few pictures? i am going crazy wanting to get this up and my partner is so busy and i have NO computer talent! HELP!

holy balance
i am feeling more and more like the second prince again. it is a feeling i get of a sort of petulant and lonely brattiness where i am willing to follow orders, but i would much rather do things like play game, fuck, and smoke pot. there is this subdued rage that comes out at volatile times, and i dream so often of battle, wether in visions or sleep. 

i feel impotent. which is a bad feeling for a second prince. i feel like i have no power over my own behaviour, which i know is rediculous. i just feel stuck.
1st-Sep-2007 10:38 pm(no subject)
dancer

one hundred million angels singing

30th-Aug-2007 03:50 am - flying apart
white bird

this is the first time i have ever gotten drunk alone. hurrah!

30th-Aug-2007 02:22 am - the song of the weapon
white bird

There's a man going around taking names
And he decides who to free and who to blame
Everybody won't be treated all the same
There'll be a golden ladder reaching down
When the Man comes around

The hairs on your arm will stand up
At the terror in each sip and in each sup
Will you partake of that last offered cup?
Or disappear into the potter's ground
When the Man comes around

Hear the trumpets, hear the pipers
One hundred million angels singing
Multitudes are marching to the big kettledrum
Voices calling, voices crying
Some are born and some are dying
It's Alpha and Omega's kingdom come

And the whirlwind is in the thorn tree
The virgins are all trimming their wicks
The whirlwind is in the thorn tree
It's hard for thee to kick against the pricks

Till Armageddon no shalam, no shalom
Then the father hen will call his chickens home
The wise man will bow down before the thrown
And at His feet they'll cast their golden crowns
When the Man comes around

Whoever is unjust let him be unjust still
Whoever is righteous let him be righteous still
Whoever is filthy let him be filthy still
Listen to the words long written down
When the Man comes around

Hear the trumpets, hear the pipers
One hundred million angels singing
Multitudes are marching to the big kettledrum
Voices calling and voices crying
Some are born and some are dying
It's Alpha and Omega's kingdom come

And the whirlwind is in the thorn tree
The virgins are all trimming their wicks
The whirlwind is in the thorn tree
It's hard for thee to kick against the pricks

In measured hundred weight and penny pound
When the Man comes around.

white bird

so someone responded to my last entry with something that disturbed me enough to extrapolate.

never forget. "OK ILL TRY NOT TO" seemed rather sarcastic to me, and tho the responder most likely did not mean it in that way, but what bothers me is the general apathey out culture has about everyone else. EVERYONE. we have evolved to a point in our human history where we can no longer beleive that to take care of one's self above others is more important. dont get me wrong, you must be happy yourself in order to make other people happy. the point is, the apathey our generation and the ones below us are going to be hundreds of times worse. i heard somewhere it takes a villiage to raise a child. i firmly beleive in this.

the point is that people SHOULDNT just be TRYING to remember anymore. there is a very ominous, meaningful story i took away from studying Jonestown. There was a sign above the 'throne' he used to sit upon, manipulating hundreds of disillusioned, desperate, hopeful people and children into murdering eachother. Do you remember what thatsign said?

"THOSE WHO DO NOT LEARN FROM HISTORY ARE DOOMED TO REPEAT IT."

when i heard this i weapt, as im sure very few of you have.

our generation has no care of this. i am getting tired of selfish apatheticness concerning the state of the rest of humanity. i am one person. all i can do is tell my friends, my family, and those that will put down their self centredness for just a little while and try to give a fuck once and a while about the things that happen in the world.

22nd-Aug-2007 03:30 pm - never forget
dancer
i had a dream last night, and i stood at the front of 'the float of the young and the helpless' and i was facing them, and they were turned towards me.  i was full of wrath and energy and i raised my fist and shouted 'never forget' and they shouted back with me, fists to the sky. "never forget! never forget! never forget!"

NEVER FORGET
10th-Aug-2007 01:18 pm - yangtze river dolphins
white bird
apparently they did a study of chinese river dolphins in late 06 and didnt find any. in 93 there were only 13. they say that although they searched their main area twice they found no yangtze river dolhins. it is assumed they are either extreamly endangered or simply extinct due to over fishing and a lack of action on humanity's part.

now. normally i am very upset by an specie's iminent demise. i hate that because man must evolve, the natural extinction rate must rise. a heavy price - yes.

but COME ON! LOOK AT THIS  THING! ITS FREAKING SCARY! when i was a kid and saw in in National Geographic i wouldnt go swimming for weeks!



you TELL me that thing isnt freaky. godamn nature.
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